唉.....又长大一岁咯...发现自己想要的东西也不一样了。可能是少了以前的一些幼稚...现在，我只是一个简简单单的庆祝，就感到很高兴，很感动，今年的生日过得比以前简单太多了...就是和家人一起过...虽然还是希望有朋友的相伴....但是你们的祝福让我很高兴，能认识你们这班朋友说真的，很不错啦！！！hehex....少了以前的斗嘴，欢乐...少了相聚...但感情并没有因此减少。真想念你们..............

最近，身边有个女孩在学校被同学欺负,很同情她，但不能做些什么....我突然想起以前的死党，如果朋友有难，绝对会义不容辞帮忙，你们义气那么重，我欣赏也很喜欢....好想回到以前哦....但是每一个阶段都会出现不同的朋友、不同的人事物....所以我学会了珍惜....而你们是我最珍惜的！！！

朋友，
我爱你们！！！！

it's been so long time since i last wrote on my blog....haiz....nth much to say.....this week was my sch holiday n i spent my holiday uselessly.....b4 d holiday, i told myself to do some revision coz i have another exam in april....but i found tat i juz watch tv,surf d net n sleep more thn revision....haha...n now my holiday goin to end soon...wat have i done?i ask myself....d answer is nth!!!watever lar....i was born to live crazily to c d world but not juz to study n study n keep on study....tat's not wat i'm asking for

haha...i was so happy 2day...coz i back home without paying bus fare....it wasnt my fault....juz d bus driver was somewhere else when i board d bus...so i save 7.70 2day....hehex...

2day i had a blood test 4 Hepatits B...i was so scared at 1st but d doctor was so friendly...he treat me juz like his frenz n he wat i'm goin 2 say is he is really pro.....coz tis is d 1st time i din feel pain 4 injection....doctor told me tat my blood is darker thn others.....i tot having a darker colour blood is not good but i feel relief when doctor said tat darker blood contain more oxygen....

after having blood test...i visited my frenz who went 4 blood donation....it was so painful!!!!d needle was soooooo thick....OMG...i cant imagine if it inject on me.....but they were so brave....blood donator was given some food 2 eat.....u know wat??i compete pilling off d egg shell v my frenz...haha...sounds stupid rite?but it was fun...i really enjoy....

sunday is going 2 have d 1st assessment exam...haiz....it shouldnt happen after CNY....i'll sure get bad result 4 tis time....haiz...i'm now goin 2 study....ciao

FRUST!!!!!!

原本就不喜欢....原本就讨厌....原本就想逃跑....原本....原来的原本就是我现在还是一样...没有逃跑...但一样不喜欢...一样讨厌.....

我自认很能玩...玩笑也开得大....但是我才明白这一切是看对象.....你们曾经被别人拿来打赌吗？可能曾经有....但是你不知道....而我？可能曾经被拿来打赌但不知道......可是这次我知道....而且那个感觉一点也不好受......尊重别人也尊重自己....YOUR question was just too insane....dun u know????为什么是我？我看起来很好欺负吗？认识我的人都知道我不好惹.....玩的时候玩....不应该玩的时候不要拿我来开玩笑....这是我....

但是对着原本就不是一国的人....不会明白....我不知道什么时候我变得沉默寡言.....不苟言笑.....这真的是我吗？我无法展露原本的我.....以前那个爱玩爱笑疯狂的我已经消失很久了.....他们常认为我很斯文....看外表来评断一个人.....会不会太肤浅了？？？再漂亮的人也会做坏事.....再斯文的人也会是很凶的....再美丽也会有丑恶的一面.....外表？就能决定一个人？告诉你....外表是拿来骗人的....那些只看外表的都是肤浅差劲的！！！！

我什么时候才能回到以前的那个我？朋友，你们能接受一个安静沉默的我吗？我办不到.....我想念以前的我....那个想说就说....想骂就骂....疯狂傻傻憨憨的我.....我讨厌现在的我....这不是我....怎么可能是我？到底需要多久的时间我才可以变回以前的那个我？5年？10年？还是永远永远回不去？？我不知道.....

现在的我很想回到过去.....让时间停止好吗？就那么一下也好.....i pray Lord....

sorry guys...it's been a long time i din update my blog...juz dunno wat's happening during tis holiday...so??i dun really know d real purpose of holiday now...feeling like so bored..nth to do...but i hope i can use my holiday well....eg. work hard for my hard f6(can i?)haha...nobody knows....who knows wat v happen in d future rite?if u guys can...tell me wat v happen thn...our life i s too long o too short?it depends.....i dunno....well...juz enjoy our life every second...do wat u like n wat u know u cant do when u full grown...u wun regret wat u have done....it's a great memory for u!!!(at least tis is wat i feel)

frenz...all busy v own life...but dun 4get to contact once a while o!!!keep in touch ma....at least we know each other's condition....oh ya,i'm goin to hong kong tis 5dec...but i not yet have enough preparation...not yet feeling great o happy...mayb after today...hahaha....wish me luck ya!!!

happy hour!!!!

haha......very happy!!!goin penang 2 attent my sis convo....me n my family drive ter on 15 aug. b4 our drive i told my sis tat i wish 2 meet elephant when we pass gerik...hehex...my sis say i crazy...but dunno y i juz feel like wanna meet elephant ler....i so tired tat morning coz d nite b4 tat i went lim teh v wan ying they all till midnite(n not yet pack my things some more),n i sleep so late...Zzz but i din sleep all d way waiting elephant!!!!at first i saw snake in d road,i tot i was some1 old tyre..haha
afetr tat my sis shout:elephant!!!haha...i ask my dad 2 slow down....but it was not d big elephant...it was juz young elephant eating.....so cute!!!!!i'm so happy...finally i saw elephant!!

after at penang,i juz eat n sleep...haha..enjoy my holiday!!!my bro came join us at penang 2 attend convo.....it was sunny day...n i bcame my sis camera gal walau A...so hot(u know i hate sun)i sweat all my shirt!!!!wat 2 do...better thn raining lo....rite?

haha...n i eat a loy in penang..now bcame fat gal ady:-p

haiz.....i sick ady lar!!!!din go sch 4 2 days lor....juz sore throat de actually...thn fever n flu come 2gether....sob sob.....at first du1 c doctor de...but quite serious..no choice lor....go c doctor lor(actually i dun like c doctor)...din c better..who knows after i c the doctor,i allergic wif the medicine....damn!!!!!get more serious...luckily 2day mummy goin down kb thn fetch me back home....so pity if sick at outside....at home better...comfort....i love my home sweet home!!!!