唉.....又长大一岁咯...发现自己想要的东西也不一样了。可能是少了以前的一些幼稚...现在，我只是一个简简单单的庆祝，就感到很高兴，很感动，今年的生日过得比以前简单太多了...就是和家人一起过...虽然还是希望有朋友的相伴....但是你们的祝福让我很高兴，能认识你们这班朋友说真的，很不错啦！！！hehex....少了以前的斗嘴，欢乐...少了相聚...但感情并没有因此减少。真想念你们..............

最近，身边有个女孩在学校被同学欺负,很同情她，但不能做些什么....我突然想起以前的死党，如果朋友有难，绝对会义不容辞帮忙，你们义气那么重，我欣赏也很喜欢....好想回到以前哦....但是每一个阶段都会出现不同的朋友、不同的人事物....所以我学会了珍惜....而你们是我最珍惜的！！！

朋友，
我爱你们！！！！

it's been so long time since i last wrote on my blog....haiz....nth much to say.....this week was my sch holiday n i spent my holiday uselessly.....b4 d holiday, i told myself to do some revision coz i have another exam in april....but i found tat i juz watch tv,surf d net n sleep more thn revision....haha...n now my holiday goin to end soon...wat have i done?i ask myself....d answer is nth!!!watever lar....i was born to live crazily to c d world but not juz to study n study n keep on study....tat's not wat i'm asking for

haha...i was so happy 2day...coz i back home without paying bus fare....it wasnt my fault....juz d bus driver was somewhere else when i board d bus...so i save 7.70 2day....hehex...

2day i had a blood test 4 Hepatits B...i was so scared at 1st but d doctor was so friendly...he treat me juz like his frenz n he wat i'm goin 2 say is he is really pro.....coz tis is d 1st time i din feel pain 4 injection....doctor told me tat my blood is darker thn others.....i tot having a darker colour blood is not good but i feel relief when doctor said tat darker blood contain more oxygen....

after having blood test...i visited my frenz who went 4 blood donation....it was so painful!!!!d needle was soooooo thick....OMG...i cant imagine if it inject on me.....but they were so brave....blood donator was given some food 2 eat.....u know wat??i compete pilling off d egg shell v my frenz...haha...sounds stupid rite?but it was fun...i really enjoy....

sunday is going 2 have d 1st assessment exam...haiz....it shouldnt happen after CNY....i'll sure get bad result 4 tis time....haiz...i'm now goin 2 study....ciao

FRUST!!!!!!

原本就不喜欢....原本就讨厌....原本就想逃跑....原本....原来的原本就是我现在还是一样...没有逃跑...但一样不喜欢...一样讨厌.....

我自认很能玩...玩笑也开得大....但是我才明白这一切是看对象.....你们曾经被别人拿来打赌吗？可能曾经有....但是你不知道....而我？可能曾经被拿来打赌但不知道......可是这次我知道....而且那个感觉一点也不好受......尊重别人也尊重自己....YOUR question was just too insane....dun u know????为什么是我？我看起来很好欺负吗？认识我的人都知道我不好惹.....玩的时候玩....不应该玩的时候不要拿我来开玩笑....这是我....

但是对着原本就不是一国的人....不会明白....我不知道什么时候我变得沉默寡言.....不苟言笑.....这真的是我吗？我无法展露原本的我.....以前那个爱玩爱笑疯狂的我已经消失很久了.....他们常认为我很斯文....看外表来评断一个人.....会不会太肤浅了？？？再漂亮的人也会做坏事.....再斯文的人也会是很凶的....再美丽也会有丑恶的一面.....外表？就能决定一个人？告诉你....外表是拿来骗人的....那些只看外表的都是肤浅差劲的！！！！

我什么时候才能回到以前的那个我？朋友，你们能接受一个安静沉默的我吗？我办不到.....我想念以前的我....那个想说就说....想骂就骂....疯狂傻傻憨憨的我.....我讨厌现在的我....这不是我....怎么可能是我？到底需要多久的时间我才可以变回以前的那个我？5年？10年？还是永远永远回不去？？我不知道.....

现在的我很想回到过去.....让时间停止好吗？就那么一下也好.....i pray Lord....

sorry guys...it's been a long time i din update my blog...juz dunno wat's happening during tis holiday...so??i dun really know d real purpose of holiday now...feeling like so bored..nth to do...but i hope i can use my holiday well....eg. work hard for my hard f6(can i?)haha...nobody knows....who knows wat v happen in d future rite?if u guys can...tell me wat v happen thn...our life i s too long o too short?it depends.....i dunno....well...juz enjoy our life every second...do wat u like n wat u know u cant do when u full grown...u wun regret wat u have done....it's a great memory for u!!!(at least tis is wat i feel)

frenz...all busy v own life...but dun 4get to contact once a while o!!!keep in touch ma....at least we know each other's condition....oh ya,i'm goin to hong kong tis 5dec...but i not yet have enough preparation...not yet feeling great o happy...mayb after today...hahaha....wish me luck ya!!!

happy hour!!!!

haha......very happy!!!goin penang 2 attent my sis convo....me n my family drive ter on 15 aug. b4 our drive i told my sis tat i wish 2 meet elephant when we pass gerik...hehex...my sis say i crazy...but dunno y i juz feel like wanna meet elephant ler....i so tired tat morning coz d nite b4 tat i went lim teh v wan ying they all till midnite(n not yet pack my things some more),n i sleep so late...Zzz but i din sleep all d way waiting elephant!!!!at first i saw snake in d road,i tot i was some1 old tyre..haha
afetr tat my sis shout:elephant!!!haha...i ask my dad 2 slow down....but it was not d big elephant...it was juz young elephant eating.....so cute!!!!!i'm so happy...finally i saw elephant!!

after at penang,i juz eat n sleep...haha..enjoy my holiday!!!my bro came join us at penang 2 attend convo.....it was sunny day...n i bcame my sis camera gal walau A...so hot(u know i hate sun)i sweat all my shirt!!!!wat 2 do...better thn raining lo....rite?

haha...n i eat a loy in penang..now bcame fat gal ady:-p

haiz.....i sick ady lar!!!!din go sch 4 2 days lor....juz sore throat de actually...thn fever n flu come 2gether....sob sob.....at first du1 c doctor de...but quite serious..no choice lor....go c doctor lor(actually i dun like c doctor)...din c better..who knows after i c the doctor,i allergic wif the medicine....damn!!!!!get more serious...luckily 2day mummy goin down kb thn fetch me back home....so pity if sick at outside....at home better...comfort....i love my home sweet home!!!!

BAD DAY!!!!

原本回家的心情是很好的...但是从kb开始就没有seat....就一路站到machang....到了machang好不容易找到seat....结果碰到一个很有蟑螂味的马来仔.... u know???他们多么的"香"??haiz....没办法啦....没有位了嘛....勉强忍着咯....天知道，bus真的不好坐!!尤其m'sia的...更是糟!!!又一个马来uncle挤进已经满的seat....XXX!!!害我和爱玲俩share一个位子....我已经很不爽了ok??隔壁那个混蛋王八蛋马来仔竟然色到...厚!有够讨厌.....真想@#%&*!#@%$.....他还不时靠向我叻!!!!真是WTF....结果我忍不住在machang下车....整辆bus挤得像sardin bun...我讲excuse me...他们竟答"bahaso gapo ni?tok pehe..."真的有够笨咯.....气死我!!!!!还好淑珍在machang...出外靠朋友果然不错!!古人的话真有智慧.....下次要是还碰到酱无赖的人....我真的动口也动手!!!!太过分了....还好这星期六我没去要去学校运动会....可以在家待久一点....不然我脾气可引发暴风雨了....

haiz...goin back 2day...i really love kk so much...better thn other place...although juz a small place 4 others...but 4 me??it means a lot...my childhood life...teenagers life...my wild life v frenz...hang out v them at nite goin out lim teh...lots of activities we did 2gether...my frenz...all r truly frenz...can i found those kind of frenz out ter?i dunno...cant imagine...aiyo...miss my frenz...all busy v their own life...when juz can all of us gather again??lol....hope tat time come soon....i'm waiting!!!!frenz...part of life...miss u guys!!!

so tired!!!yesterday went 2 co-cu activities till 6..was playing ping ping wif siew shuang n dunno y suddenly talk bout last time our SYP chinese society activities....damn miss it!!!thn we talk bout form2 crazy things we did in class...still remember we play ping pong in class..haha...having fun all d year..n chaang hoong cut his palm coz playing wif knife....n we sleep in class...haha...even wif MAA pillow....our wild life in SYP....still can remember clearly....n today i repeat coz i sleep in class when my MUET sir was "bibbling"...he always did tis 2 his MUET class....n tis afternoon i had PBSM...we march!!!juz likne in ns camp...my experience in kawat in ns...actually quite nice de...cant believe i can enjoy all those things now..haha...suddenly i miss my time in ns!!!!

yeah!!!finally home again...juz got d time 2 write my blog.....since last i wrote i think is bout a month ago ady...sorry ya frenz!!!so busy ler...lots of homework also....do until sick!so terrible....thn i have to attend co-cu...start next week...everyday so busy...aiyor...wer got time to relax ler??wanna study pulok....cant even remember a little....when i have holiday???i wan holiday....i now have 2 prepare for exam....i have exam on july....a week to go....haiz...pity me!!can somebody tell me ways to study so tat no tension??du1 talk bout sad things lar...my frenz coming back kk on july ler!!!finally have time to hang out again v u guys!!!!miss so much the happy time we had!!keen to meet all of u!!always contact me ler....

new life!!!

hey guys!!i now study in chung hwa ady...so many rules...first day i went 4 register i cant enter class coz i have a long hair...so stupid hor??haha...so i now having very short hair...looks like standard 1...but my subject teacher quite nice de..joking in class so tat we dun feel bored...n i meet old frenz ter leh....so surprise n happy...=)
aiyo...form6 physics so difficult ler...1st year also need half of my life ady...i need help!!!!oh lord...bestow energy upon me plz...

aiyo....dunno y nowadays so 4getfull...i 4get bout my frenz birthday..2day is his birthday ler...sorry ya Joel...but at least i got greet u after u remind me...hehex...so good hor ur host family send u present....wat's tat har?share v me ma....but green tea no need lar...i still got more!!!
haiz...i not yet set up my mind bout study....i was thinking bout goin travel n sight-seeing...hopefully can go shopping also...haha...wat kind of student m i ar?actually i got study also lar...juz some kind of lazy....so i pray i v b more hardworking....
how good if ter is some1 2 console n support me hor???sob sob..=(

wedding!!!big day...

on 7 june i attend my cousin's wedding....morning i went 2 her house 4 tea ceremony....

me,my sis n aunties...

we took pictures afetr d tea ceremony...haha...without caring d bride n bridegroom!!!!after tat we went down kl 4 preparation 4 d wedding dinner....we dun have time 2 rest...we clean up juz when we reach at d hotel....busying make-up!!hehex....

cousins at dinner

family members...we took b4 dinner


sisters....look great?


tats enough i think 2 show wedding photos...coz too much,i juz pick some of them....we also celebrate my aunties birthday d 2nd day after d wedding....is her 60 birthday....so we celebrate 2gether...is was a great celebration 4 me!!wedding n birthday comes 2gether....damn nice man!!!wtf.....

哈哈.....昨天突然心血来潮想做糕....结果做了蕃薯煎堆!因为是第一次嘛....所以就照着recipe咯....做着做着...面团竟然不会"团"在一起耶!!!奇怪....我明明就是照着reciepe book嘛...为什么会酱叻??原来我的蕃薯和粉没有加水(recipe book没有mention!!not my fault...)，所以是散的....结果最后妈咪帮我做...哈哈...因为蕃薯太多，太黏了!!!很难搓成团....只好请妈咪帮忙咯...但是是我煎啦!!要领功劳嘛...嗯，味道如何?对于我这beginner是不错了啦...可以pass咯...以后想吃可以找我哦!!!嘻嘻....

刚刚在电视新闻上目睹了一场非常触动人心的场景.......看了之后，我的眼泪掉了下来....中国四川地震受害者陈坚，经过79小时的坚持，最后还是赔上了性命...救护人员花了整个上午的时间把他救出来....那时的他很憔悴，但仍非常坚强....当救护人员把他救出来时，他还不停地道谢...但将抵达救护营地的前半小时他离开了这个世界....陈坚的离世，让我感觉到生命的可贵...我们每一个人都不知道生命何时才是终点...我们几时会离开这美丽的世界....所以，趁我们还能看见美丽的世界，好好的活下去!!!

我们的人生绝对不要留下任何的遗憾...........要让自己活得开心....千万不要做出一些会让自己后悔的事.........

ANGER

haizz.....wat a boring day...
i woke early tis morning juz 2 attend a stupid orientation in my sch...so lame...thn i spend half of my wonderful day ter!!!!>_"<
d orientation was so meaningless...i cant get wat they wanna show us.....watever lar...i also wun stay at d sch 4 long time...hehex...so juz relax loh....

第一次

haha...my 1st article 4 my blog...
erm....2day i finally made my decision 2 further study....i take form 6...haha....v i regret?i dunno...but hope not...wish i can enjoy my form 6 life!!!!b happy!!:-)